Days have passed since I last post on my blog. Just within these few days, I experienced a lot of stuffs. Everywhere. Every minute. Every second.

Currently, my life is mostly spent in the office. Every weekday, it is the place i have to report to. A seemingly friendly place initially could turn out to be a demonic place. Devil's aura loomed every corner of the little 2 storey building. Why should I be working there in the 1st place? No choice... It's a compulsory national service.

The exterior gives a somewhat uneasy peaceful appearance. Inside, it's obviously a warfare. An office one. With INVISIBLE elven Arrows being fired around every now and then. Perm staffs are obviously the army men, defending and attacking at the same time. As a small fry, I tried to hide myself like the way a hermit crab would do. But, how am I suppose to hide away totally from the arrows when i'm in a battlefield?
Tough isn't it?

I would agree that this is a good training for me before i enter the working world. The warfare would be more brutal and cold-blooded. But why does human has to do this? What does one gain from all these? Power? Promotion? Money? Can friendship(be it casual or close) be compromise for these? Is that worth? Why can't people live and work in HARMONY like the notes from symphony works. Perfect Harmony.

Everyday. I am training myself to be stronger. To face up to these problems with confidence and learning to be tactful when handling these issues. It's tiring. Really tiring. Why can't the life in office be like playing cello in an orchestra? Isn't it beautiful and perfect that way?

After performing at the VCH for BHSO, I'm currently preparing a song The Swan by Saint Saens for an audition. Hopefully, I would be able to pass this audition and i can get to rehearse and perform eveynow and then. Won't be wasting my time trying to survive in a warfare for the time being. No point. I would rather do something that i like and better at. At least i got to enjoy and gain experiences from what i do. And not jobs that shrink one's brain.

Improving in progress................30%

On a lighter note, here's a video i would like to share with you guys.

~My Melancholy~